It's nearly here; the twenty-nine entries in the TK'n'C Halloween Horror Competition have been judged, longlisted, shortlisted and... all four editors are now making their final decisions. Dammit, it's been tough, but the winner and runners up will be announced on Sunday 28th October.
In the meantime, here's the final Editors' Special for this extra-special time of year when the veil is thin and death drifts in and out of our periphery. I wrote Smiling Cyrus, too late, for an Evil Jester Press anthology. Like many of my stories, it doesn't fit elsewhere so I included it in CABARET OF DREAD: A HORROR COMPENDIUM - the first volume in a collection. I love this tale, and am proud to offer it up on TK'n'C. I hope you enjoy it too.
SMILING CYRUS
Bio:
Lily Childs writes horror and dark fiction. Volume 2 of CABARET OF DREAD will be released in 2013 by Ganglion Press. The third novella in the Magenta Shaman urban fantasy series is in the offing, and Lily is currently sojourning in a derelict asylum, not far from her house, where a novel is spawning.
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Twitter: @LilyChilds
Blog: Lily Childs' Feardom
In the meantime, here's the final Editors' Special for this extra-special time of year when the veil is thin and death drifts in and out of our periphery. I wrote Smiling Cyrus, too late, for an Evil Jester Press anthology. Like many of my stories, it doesn't fit elsewhere so I included it in CABARET OF DREAD: A HORROR COMPENDIUM - the first volume in a collection. I love this tale, and am proud to offer it up on TK'n'C. I hope you enjoy it too.
Lily Childs
SMILING CYRUS
Hurtling. He’s hurtling. Cyrus has a head the size of three
balloons welded into one, rubber bumps in all the right places. Someone set him
up, something stung him.
Trinkets and engraved goblets topple from overloaded shelves
as the boy, nearly a man runs the length of the room and back again. His eyes
are peas in the growing face. He tears at them, not knowing if they are about
to sink forever into the burgeoning flesh or pop and burst. Salty old seadog,
those tears that spill; they sting the stretch marks spreading and ripping at
the child’s visage.
Blind, Cyrus throws himself to the floor. Screaming is
impossible; the fattened mouth is full to suffocation with a tongue of weeping
meatloaf. Who would hear him anyway?
They start with a jingle, the bells; whispering at Cyrus
with their teasing voices. He slaps at the spaces his ears used to be, hearing
only mosquito torture and fearing another assault. So they play a little
louder. The boy shudders as the noise grows in volume.
Tinkling, ding dong dinging,
tolling and tolling and tolling until the sound is too much and the eardrums
inside Cyrus’s attic-sized head explode. The roar that almost kills him is
enough to wake Mr and Mrs Cleavage in their bedroom below.
It’s the same every night since their son disappeared. They
hear him scream, always at the witching hour of 3:15am. Charlie Cleavage had
stopped his wife Debonair from exploring the loft; that was over a year ago. It
doesn’t mean she doesn’t wonder – still.
***
“Charlie?”
“What is it hun? Hey, are my eggs ready yet?”
Debbie flips them once, then back again without spilling a
drop of bile-shaded yolk. Charlie doesn’t care for his wife’s allergies, or
that eggs make her gag every morning. Charlie has needs.
“I want... I mean – can we have a yard sale?”
She slips the eggs onto a plate next to a pile of grits and
chunks of fried bread. It’s casual, how she hands her husband his breakfast but
he knows she’s up to something. He grabs her wrist. Debonair has long since learned
not to give Charlie the satisfaction of a flinch. She sits down, ignoring the
pain and smiles with red lips.
“I saw something you’d like.”
Charlie releases his grip, attacks the eggs in a spattering
mess.
“What?” is all he can manage with a full mouth.
“Now honey that would ruin the surprise. You know how I like
to please you.”
She runs her skinny hand over his knee, hating every moment.
“This is special. But I need a lidda bit of money, and I
thought we could - you know, clear out the back-room, the attic, the garage...”
Charlie drops his fork on the plate.
“The attic?”
Debbie smoothes her skirt over knees made of sticks. They
shake beneath the floral-patterned cotton.
“Yup. The attic. I decided you were right. Cyrus isn’t
coming back.”
Cyrus isn’t coming
back. She’s practised the line until it no longer shakes in her mouth.
Charlie eyes her, his thick brows bristling like April caterpillars ready to
spin a cold cocoon. Ain’t no butterflies
in that bastard, Debbie thinks.
“OK.”
He pats Debonair’s leg, lingering at her thigh. She swallows
the hate and claps her hands.
“Oh, goodie! I’ll make a start while you’re at the mill
today.”
She stands, escaping before he can spread his hand wide
enough to hurt.
***
The back-room, Charlie’s den that never was a den is the
easiest. She’s done it already. Cleared out the artisanal tables made of maple
and deer horn; they’ll fetch a good price. As will her mother-in-law’s “loada
fuckin’ crap” watercolours.
The garage will be last; Debbie doesn’t understand cars so
will leave anything mechanical untouched. She drifts outside to check her pitch
at the front of the house before contemplating the loft-space. From the dormer above
Cyrus stares down at his mother, not quite understanding why she hasn’t been to
see him in so long. At his side, the Tooth Fairy wipes dribble from her plastic
chin and rings her bell. Time to eat.
***
Cyrus’s old toys get their kicks in the usual ways,
fathering soulless rejects by dolls with no holes, getting high from licks of
raindrops that occasionally creep through the rafters. They shake, rattle and
roll as Cyrus gets into position. Splayed out with everything on display Cyrus
squeezes his eyes shut and lets his friends do their thing. He doesn’t mind so
much anymore; it still hurts like shit but as they’ve explained – they are
hungry, and if they feed they can stay alive to keep Cyrus company. It all
makes sense. No. He doesn’t mind.
***
Debbie sings “Could It Be Magic?”. She’s allowed to sing
when Charlie’s not at home. She does a little Donna Summer wiggle and belts out
the lyrics as the sale starts to seem like an even better idea than she’d
planned. Neatly labelled boxes vie for space beside transparent pink crates
crammed with magazines and dog-eared paperbacks. Debbie’s song fades to a hum,
trails away to silence. She gathers herself before making the ascent, before
looking for Cyrus one last time.
The memory of that day kicks Debbie in the gut harder than a
punch from her husband. She grabs the only chair not laden with goods and pulls
herself onto it, parking her backside before her legs give way. She doesn’t
cry. “Crying’s weak, bitch.” For once
she is grateful for Charlie’s uninvited lesson because today she needs more
strength than she has ever summoned before. She thinks of Cyrus’s freckled
face; how his nose had a permanent pink stripe on the bridge from squinting at
the sun. Debbie reaches out her hand to stroke the hair that isn’t there. Pale,
almost peach strands of fine, fine locks – like hers used to be before Charlie declared
he would never consider marrying a ‘non-blond’. She draws back to pat at her
own head, fingering the stiff tresses murdered by peroxide.
When Cyrus hadn’t come home from school Debbie instantly
believed him dead; abducted by trailer-trash and dumped, lifeless somewhere in
the forest – the very place Charlie spent his
time killing trees for a living. Charlie hit her a good one for that outburst.
The cops did their bit, a few perfunctory searches and a
poster campaign, but Debbie could see it their eyes – eyes that wouldn’t return
her pleading stare – they knew Cyrus was dead too.
It had quickly transpired Cyrus had never even gone to
school that day. He hadn’t got on the bus, didn’t turn up to meet his pals on
the corner first. They assumed their friend was sick – that’s what they told
the driver. The day’s relief teacher, being new to the role had accepted Cyrus
Cleavage’s absence without contacting the parents. It turned out to be the last
teaching job he’d ever have but that was no comfort to the Cleavages. Charlie
had made sure the young man would never make a mistake like that again, and
would likely never sire a child of his own. He thought Debbie didn’t know, but
she knew a lot more than Charlie gave her credit for.
Once the pre-school disappearance became common knowledge suspicions
did the rounds, coming squarely back to land on the Cleavages’ shoulders.
Charlie’s temper was no secret and that stuck-up wife of his had to be complicit.
Debonair wipes a lonely, disobedient tear from her cheek.
“But we didn’t do it Cyrus, did we? Not even your Daddy with
those filthy fists o’his. He never touched you.”
Upstairs, a glass breaks. Downstairs, Debbie gasps. She
hears it, like she’s heard that scream every night. But this is louder still,
and in broad daylight. She grabs the keys from the table, forcing her trembling
legs to carry her into the hallway. If she could leap three steps at a time she
would but dainty skips will have to do.
Another crash. From the very top of the house. Debbie’s
heart is a throbbing casket, pounding in her ears, rushing blood through
too-thin arteries.
“Mommy! It hurts. Help me.”
Debbie cannot open her mouth to call her son’s name but in
her head she shouts in reply “I’m coming, I’m coming.”
She is at the top hallway. Muffled bell sounds tinkle
through the ceiling, clashing with the jingle of keys in Debonair’s hands. She
stares about, searching for the pole to pull the ladder down. It isn’t where
she left it. Charlie must have moved it when he put the lock on the inner door
to stop her going up there. She tries to calm herself though her nostrils flare
and her chest palpitates. She’s seen it somewhere else over the last couple of
days, hell she’s even seen it this morning.
“Think, woman,” she grinds her teeth as the noises above her
rise in pitch.
The garage.
“Mommy...”
She wants to scream but tries to sound calm for Cyrus’s
sake.
“I’ll be back in a sec honey. Wait. Don’t go anywhere.”
The comment doesn’t strike her as idiotic until she’s out
the side door and standing on oil-stained concrete. Quickly scanning the room
she spots the pull-pole hanging from Charlie’s neat tool board. The nail falls
to the ground as Debbie yanks the pole down and heads back inside the house,
leaving the garage door open. Charlie can beat her for that later; it won’t
matter to her any more.
Her body speeds on adrenaline as she races back up the two
flights of stairs.
“I’m here Cyrus! Mommy’s here.”
But now the world above her screams in overwhelming silence
because Cyrus isn’t there. Even as
Debbie drops the hatch and drags the ladder down she knows her son was never there. She ignores her own fear
and mounts the steps regardless. Reaching the top she must crawl into the
holding space to access the short door and is stalled by a moment of wonder
that her hulk of a husband could have installed something so solid in such a
cramped place.
It’s dark. She fumbles at the fob in her hand. Five keys of
different sizes. She hadn’t asked Charlie which was the right one for the loft
when he threw them at her but through trial and error is successful on the
fourth attempt. Her fingers are sticky with sweat as she twists the lock and
pushes the door open.
There is no broken glass. There are no bells chiming. Cyrus
isn’t sitting cross-legged on the dusty floor waiting for his mom because Cyrus
is hanging from the ceiling by his hair. He is dressed in a life-size teddy
outfit sewn from smaller bears, ripped apart and rejoined. Blood drips from
every clumsy stitch, wrought with the same thread that has sealed Cyrus’s mouth
into a permanent smile.
Debonair Cleavage drops to her knees. She doesn’t flinch as
the door clicks shut behind her though the sound drowns out her ears. Sunlight
blares through the dormer window to create a halo around her swinging son.
“Cyrus, where have you been?”
It’s all she can manage to say.
To her sides, feet scuttle behind piles of ephemera.
Clonking great wooden shoes and soft rubber pumps trip towards Debonair who is
staring at her son’s face, his own eyes huge with warning. A migraine of sparks
whirl in the periphery closing in on the desperate mother. She twists abruptly.
“What the...?”
They dance, not slowly but with violent lurches and spins as
though reeling from coiled springs wound to the limit. The procession of
toylife rushes at Debonair, teeth gnashing, ready to bite. Those with hands
clasp the strangest of weapons – toenail scissors, broken electricals with
buzzing exposed wires... Cyrus convulses. The golden locks tear from his scalp
as he writhes. Debbie crawls towards him, raises her arms up to grab at his feet
– all too late. The dolls attack Debonair from all directions and even as
Cyrus’s body slumps to the ground beside her – so close, so close – he can see
them feeding already. He loses consciousness as tiny fingers dip into the
pouring lacerations in his skull.
***
Dusk falls and the Mill Bar has closed for the week, sending
workers away until the Monday shift. Charlie guzzles the last of his personal
supply and remarks on the state of the lawn as he pulls into the Cleavage driveway.
Two trestle tables have fallen over in the wind; the old curtains his wife has
used to cover them are strewn on the grass. Has she sold everything?
Reluctantly impressed, Charlie starts to wonder what treat Debonair will be
buying him with the proceeds. His pleasure is short-lived; he can clearly see
light glaring from the garage as its door slowly peels backward. She’s left the
inner-door wide open – how many times has he told her? Trust her to ruin
everything. He storms into the house, his hand already raised for the slap.
“Debonair?”
She’s up in the attic; he can hear her dragging stuff about.
“Get your sorry ass down here and tell me what the hell’s
going on.” Patience isn’t one of Charlie’s few virtues; when his wife fails to
respond he bounds up the stairs two at a time.
“Debonaire! Dammit woman, you answer me when I’m talkin’ at
ya.”
The thud from above is enough to stop Charlie in his tracks
for all of a second. He rushes the remaining stairs toward the first floor
landing and is up on the top level in moments. The step-ladder is still hanging
from the loft. Charlie squeezes his bulk onto it and climbs, frowning at the
whispering noises that twitter in the space beyond the hatch. If she’s stolen
his radio she’s gonna pay. He hammers on the solid construction – a fine piece
of work – and twists the key that his wife has left in the lock.
“I’m comin’ in Debonair. You’d better be...”
Charlie’s words are ripped from his mouth, along with the
end of his tongue. Shrill laughter pierces his eardrum as the knife glints – it
is snatched away by unseen hands and his mouth fills with hot blood. Choking,
he spits on the floor. The flow won’t stop. He reaches for the light-pull but
even as he tugs it stinging arrows fly at him from the corner of the room. Squinting
with pain he spies the bow from his son’s old archery set waving about, but not
who is firing at him. His legs give way and he has no time to feel shame. He
lands hard on his butt, his fat cheeks crashing into a pile-up of metal
automobiles – Cyrus’s collection of all things with wheels. Charlie had taken
them from the boy the day he went missing, angry with the lad for answering him
back. Now they are crushed. Grief hits Charlie unexpectedly; his son would
never be able to play with them again. Even if he were still alive, the
vehicles were probably broken beyond repair, all because of me. Charlie slams a fist into the hardwood floor.
The shock resonates through his core, sparking his senses back to life.
“Who’th here?” he lisps, splattering rusted spittle down his
plaid shirt. The only sound is his heart drumming in his ears. Outside the wind
is rising; it howls though the rafters. The sky blackens with purple storm clouds
that rage black against the dormer window. Charlie doesn’t see them because of
the two life-size puppets that drop from the beam to obscure his view and stop
his breath. They dance. Strings rise and fall to move the limbs, they flip and
flap in broken symmetry. The bile in Charlie’s gut surges upward to burn his
throat as he recognises the outlines of his wife and son. Behind him, a dull
click as the string-pull is grabbed and the bodies are flooded with light.
“Jesus fuckin’ hell.”
Charlie pisses his pants at the scene before his eyes. The
corpses of the only family he has left in the world are bloated and pulsing,
the skin rippling. How can Cyrus be
here? How long has he been here? The
realisation that his son must have been alive all this time and living in the
goddamn house – the god-damned house
– hits Charlie with such force the angry, violent heart that’s been swelling
and beating at an impossible rate finally breaks. He roars in agony, clutching
at his left-arm – its flesh already torn from the arrow attack – and collapses.
As Charlie Cleavage’s chest spasms the last sound he hears is that of bells;
his last vision is his wife and son’s mouths dropping open and dolls and toys
of all makes and sizes crawling out to drop to the ground. The man that didn’t
kill his son but beat his wife dies at their feet as they empty out before him.
***
They have done with this family, these creatures made by
human hands. They have fed – gorged themselves on Cleavage blood until the
hosts became their playthings. They
leave the crusts behind – paper-thin of skin and void of organs – and beat a
strange retreat into the woods behind the house.
Tooth Fairy has collected her dues. She drags molars and
incisors in a brown leather bag; they clink against each other, jingling in
discord. As she closes the Cleavage back door she coughs a spark into the
kitchen. It catches Debonair’s red and white chequered table-cloth, the cotton
flares, flames rising to lick at papers and cardboard boxes. They burn fast.
With no-one to dampen the fire’s enthusiasm it pulls the rafters into its maw.
No-one will care. The boy – long-gone – has already been
grieved for. Not a single person will shed a tear for Charlie Cleavage. And
Debonair – Debonair was already a shell – she left years ago.
***
If you go down to the woods today... beware the tiny bells.
Sometimes they chime. And sometimes they bite.
_______________________________
Bio:
Lily Childs writes horror and dark fiction. Volume 2 of CABARET OF DREAD will be released in 2013 by Ganglion Press. The third novella in the Magenta Shaman urban fantasy series is in the offing, and Lily is currently sojourning in a derelict asylum, not far from her house, where a novel is spawning.
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Facebook: www.facebook.com/lilychildsfeardom
Twitter: @LilyChilds
Blog: Lily Childs' Feardom
Bloody'ell! That was sheer madness, and creepy as hell. Couldn't begin to quote the wicked descriptions, there being so many.
ReplyDeleteMadness I tell you. Sheer madness.
Top job, Lil! x
So glad to have troubled your sanity Col! Thanks for the kind words.
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It's time for the rest of us to pack up our words and go try something else...That was out-standing, too many lines by far to quote, but this was one of my favourites. "fathering soulless rejects by dolls with no holes"
ReplyDeleteTop notch work Lily.
Why thank you Lee - means a lot coming from one of my fave horror-makers.
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Wow!! So clever Lily. Creepy too.
ReplyDeleteCarol x
Thanks for enjoying it Carol!
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A breathtaking story of darkness. Dolls, attics, child abduction and twisted fairy tales, the perfect ingredient list for a creepy confectionery. This was no Charlie leaving the attic for a trip to he chocolate factory though.
ReplyDeleteDebonair Cleavage has to be one of the most inspired names in a long time too. The whole thing started with a rush of horror and kept hitting me until I was exhausted at the end. Great story with imagery that will prick at my dreams for a while no doubt.
Your thoughts are much appreciated Tony. I hoped this one might tickle your 'lofty' literary likes.
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Wow Lily, remind me never to take a peek upstairs in your attic. Think I'm going to live in a caravan now after this for my own personal safety. Delightfully depicted characters that which pulled me into the story and those deviant attic dolls were just grizly beyond belief. But what else would we expect from our very own Mistress of Darkness.
ReplyDeletePhil - you might not believe this, but I've never been in my attic. Too dark (I know, I know) and definitely too dusty. Keep sending Laurence up there - but he keeps coming back!
ReplyDeleteThanks for the kind comments.
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Lily, I miss you!
ReplyDeleteWhatever doesn´t fit anywhere, fits with us! We´re gonna take it!
Hugs, Asuqi. Hope you enjoyed it in Sweden.
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Classic fairy tale, Lady Death. Needled teeth, sharp fingernails, dead eyes, Seely, Non-Seely and not at all human. Red book, Black book. All around the Grimms. Perfectly captures that honored tradition -- which was based on older, harder tales of an eldrich, unspeakable morality. Flat out gorgeous. I expected nothing less from the Seer of Fear.
ReplyDeleteBill, Seer of Fear is my favourite to date! You sure know how to charm a gal ;-) Seriously, really glad you enjoyed it and appreciated the fairy tale vibe.
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read this in Cabaret of Dread but boy did it stand a second quiet read this Sunday morning! The horror is as vicious and mind twisting as the first time round!
ReplyDeleteThank you for giving it the once-over, twice!
DeleteAppreciate your kind words Antonia.
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Echo, echo, and re-echo the comment above. Loved this in the collection, and it bears up under a second read!
ReplyDeleteChris, all that echoing, I thought Narcissus was in the room!
DeleteIt means a lot to me that you read and enjoyed this one again.
Thank you.
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I don't know which I loved the most, the story or the bio.:)
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